trinity-pup

Synced

2012-01-30T00:48:00.003Z

He pulled my hair so hard, it made my pussy twitch. i ached for Him to be inside me. It had been a while since i had felt it that strongly.

my PJs were forced off and He pressed Himself hard on top of me. He was already naked. His hand continued to hold my hair, while His other began to slap my bare thighs.

i thrashed about on the bed, urging Him to take His puppy. He ordered me to lie face down, with my hands behind my back. He wrapped His belt tightly around my wrists. He turned me over and groped my breasts and placed His hand on my throat. More spanking ensued.

He gave me oral and my body writhed with pleasure. my back arched up and my pussy begged for His cock. i could tell He would wait no longer.

With the belt now around my throat, He pulled on it which only served to excite me even more. He ordered me to sit on Him and i felt His hardness pierce my wet sex until He was deep inside me. i moaned with delight as i rode Him slowly and deeply.

Then He turned me on all fours and took me doggy style. Nothing but hard and fast was His motive. He needed to come and with our building excitement, i felt my climax about to take hold. Together, we rode the waves of orgasm.

In sync and satiated.

Four Years On

2012-01-28T01:13:00.000Z

Today marks four years since SG and i met for the first time. After just a month of messages exchanged on Collarme.com, i took the chance to meet this guy calling himself Singleglove.

And now four years on, we continue to enjoy an amazing journey together.

So, thank You SG for coming into my life and for showing me how life can be - kinky, but more importantly, so very loving too.

The Power of Love

2012-01-20T16:12:00.001Z

Already midway through January and there's only been one post from me so far. Must do better!

Although it's hard to write a sex blog when there's more vanilla stuff going on instead.

And the vanilla stuff involves finding a new outlet in my love life. my heart (a small part of it) may possibly be given away. It's happening right now and the bond is growing slowly.

It's making me happy inside. And i think it's having the same effect on SG. He won't be untouched by any of this. More so, He may just fall under the same love spell.

So, what am i talking about?

Cats!

We have taken on two beautiful cats from a rescue centre and they are filling our lives with their love. It's early days, but they do seem to have taken to us. Well, our vanilla world, that is!

Darlex, i Think i Love You

2012-01-04T09:44:00.002Z

Happy New Year!

It's four days in and my first post of the year. i was hoping to exceed my previous years posts, but somehow i didn't manage that. It was partly due to my pc deciding to pack up and a wait of six weeks while it was completely revamped.

So i don't have any excuse this year but, looking forward, i hope to have lots of new exciting experiences to share.

First kink of the year came the other morning with SG in urgent need of using His pup's body while she was still very sleepy. He was quick to place the cuffs on her and chain her to the bed. Then He ensued with some nuzzling and nibbling of her breasts, stomach and pussy. His fingers found themselves inside her wetness. This began to wake her up enough to reciprocate with pressing herself up against His hardness.

SG took the new Darlex hood and made her put it on. It felt so good and tight, with only nose and mouth holes. Then He pushed Himself deep inside her, then changed to making her sit on top of Him, as she was still hooded, and felt total pleasure from her writhing and grinding. Then came the ultimate act of taking her doggy style, making her cum, at the same time as His own release took over.

It's going to be a good year.

In other news, here's a snippet of our conversation this morning:

me: "i can't believe they've split up."

SG: "Well a leopard never changes its spots."

me: "Hmm, still can't believe it."

SG: "At least you're in with a chance with Katy now".

me: "Oh yeah..."

Goodbye... and Welcome

2011-12-31T14:31:00.004Z

New Year's Eve has never been a good friend of mine. i have always felt sad as the hours and minutes tick away, even if it has been a good year. i should say that the past couple of NYE celebrations have been great and this year should be no exception: SG and i are planning to enjoy a nice meal out and see the new year in - on the beach.

And i can say that 2011 has been dandy - in both senses of our lives. i've just celebrated five years of my blog and four years since SG's first contact with me. Our kinky side has taken off in a huge way as we've met up with fellow kinksters over the year.

It's been great to see our friends Elves on a couple occasions and experience their fab dungeon. We are looking forward to catching up with them again in the not too distant future.

And we were also thrilled to meet for the first time this girl and Grimly, and their friends Geetwo and Maxi, at BBB (our first ever BDSM event) and our recent pony play day. Not forgetting our fantastic weekend at Captive Kink's house and this girl. We have plans to meet them all again in the spring.

Also, of course there are all the photo shoots that SG and i have experimented with, including our first foray with the great outdoors!

Fun times, indeed. And more to come next year, let's hope.

And there's a good chance of that. Especially when your kinky partner buys you a Darlex straitjacket dress and matching hood for Christmas! That may well be our first photo project of the year.

A fond farewell to 2011 and a big bear/SG and puppy hug in welcoming in an exciting new year they call 2012.

See you next year!

HNT: Looking Back

2011-12-29T00:36:00.002Z

i'm a little late on my HNT this week, but i can turn back time on my posts! And i've been looking back on early photos i took for SG and this image gives me fond memories. Can't say why i love chains so much either:

So i'm reminiscing and all for very good reasons - not only is my blog 5 years old, but it's 4 years since Collarme brought SG and me together when SG left His first message for me in the vain hope that i might just reply.

And the rest is history... or rather, is on this blog!

Happy 5th Blogaversary... And Christmas Sparkle

2011-12-24T22:00:00.003Z

'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house,
not a creature was stirring, except for this excited puppy.

MY BLOG IS 5 YEARS OLD!

i'm truly amazed at its longevity and so very proud to still be writing - this is my 509th post. i've known so many bloggers who have come and gone, but have also seen great new bloggers start up too. And i can't forget all the wonderful comments, so thank you for reading. It's a great reason to celebrate... and of course, Christmas is almost here!

i didn't get to post a HNT this week, so i decided to make this a Christmas Eve post instead. It makes it extra special, i think. Hope you like my sparkle:

And because this is a special post, i wanted to share one of my most favourite images from my blog, taken nearly 2 years ago, showing off my latex outfit from SG:

So here's wishing you all a very happy, safe, maybe kinky, Christmas filled with lots of love and warmth. Have a fantastic time.

pup xx

Winter's Touch

2011-12-18T17:30:00.001Z

(Getting whimsical about Christmas)

Wintertime is upon us.
The snow is on its way.
But we are safe and warm.
By the log fire, we lay.

The dark nights are so long.
Daylight is in short supply.
But we have got each other.
So it's not hard to get by.

Snuggling up together.
We hold each other tight.
It may be a long hard winter.
But our love will see us right.

Free Time

2011-12-16T10:43:00.000Z

He frees me when He restrains me.

He releases me when He tightens the SJ's straps.

He lets me go when i'm in His arms.

i am always His.

Trinity Pony and Her Mistress

2011-12-01T00:05:00.000Z

Our recent foray into pony play was fantastic fun. Well, it involved SG, this girl, Grimly, Geetwo and Maxi, so why wouldn't it?

The last time we all got together was at BBB in April, and for SG and me that had been our first public kinkster event. So when this girl invited us to the pony play event, it was a natural step up or, shall we say, a trot from our usual walk.

The venue was really cool. In a previous time, it had been an old industrial warehouse and it was rather cold. It had two very large spaces for the gathering of ponies, owners and kinksters, as well as cart racing, with a smaller room for using single tails and whips, and a studio room for photography shoots.

We got there from the starting line and could only see a handful of people chatting to begin with, and the setting up of carts. i honestly thought i would just be happy to observe the whole time and probably be way too shy to dress up. i had brought my catsuit and boots along in any case. i knew this girl had also brought along some pony gear for me, in case i was tempted. And once we arrived, something inside was prompting me to get my rubber on and let people see my kinky side in public for the very first time.

In the next moment, i was frantically, with a lot of exhilaration and anticipation, pulling my catsuit and boots on. With SG's help in the ladies toilet (hilarious!), i was good to go and ready to trot into the main hall. As i did so, there were nothing but appreciative looks. It felt fantastic to be admired, if only for those few moments. And i knew if i did nothing else, i'd be very happy.

This girl looked fantastic in her riding mistress outfit. She definitely looked the part. i was curious to see another side to her. By this time i'd made up my mind and was very willing to be her pony. So she set about dressing me up in her Grimly-sed body harness which was like a corset with a leather and metal crotch strap to hold me in place, wrist cuffs (that she delighted in padlocking on), neck corset, tail piece (loved swishing that), reins and bells! i loved those and felt the need to jump occasionally to make them jingle! To complete the ensemble, i also wore a leather head harness, complete with blinkers and bit. This girl also gleefully attached my cuffs to my sides temporarily. Poor Maxi had her hands behind her back for a fair amount of time, so i was rather grateful!

Here's a closer look at my attire:

As i stood there showing myself off, it felt great. Before the event, i had no idea of what i'd feel comfortable doing, but knowing i was among so many others who enjoyed the same kink, made me feel very liberated, even in bondage! It actually felt quite natural after a couple of hours. The only discomfort was that my rubber catsuit was fairly difficult to wear after such a long time with my boots, as well as the effects of being in such a cold building! But i persevered and i am so pleased i did.

The photos on this girl's blog show both Maxi (Geetwo's gorgeous pony) and i posing for the camera, with Grimly as photographer. That was immense fun. i've posted one of those photos here, as it is one of my favourites. SG thoroughly enjoyed the whole event, even though He didn't partake, but was very happy to observe and admire. He told me He was impressed that i'd taken the plunge to get so involved. i had made Him very proud. We also observed some amazing suspension bondage taking place in the hallway. It's definitely something that we'd also like to try.

Later in the day there were pony cart races. The other ponies and riders who took part looked and raced like real troupers. Prior to that, this girl had led me around the large hall holding my reins (complete with crop), in front of a fair number of spectators. i had already told her that i didn't want to partake in pulling carts or racing. She already had a (part-time) pony in mind anyway. For me, i think that would have been a canter too far and in any case, i wanted to play the mischievous pony. i'll leave it up to you to guess what that may have en-tailed. So no sugar lumps for me!

Pony play is definitely something i'd like to try again, but i do think i'm a pup by nature. Always cool to try new things. Best fetlock forward and all that!

Pony Play Preview

2011-11-29T09:45:00.000Z

Here's the sneakiest of previews from our pony play day at the weekend. It was a huge amount of fun.

More details to come soon!

HNT: Giving Thanks

2011-11-24T13:43:00.000Z

Another photo from the dark side - my black underwear that DY (Delectablyyours) loves so much. So a big thank you to her for all the feedback.

But this isn't just a HNT post.

It's an official thank you to all who visit here, however briefly - as a regular or a one-off, all the lurkers, and those who are brave enough to comment. It really means so much. It keeps me wanting to continue to blog.

Life has been pretty full on for us which is probably why there have been fewer posts. SG and i find ourselves about to enter a new phase in our lives. These are very exciting times ahead. But i'll keep it off the blog just for now. Vanilla times are calling us though at the moment.

That's not to say there isn't any kink thrown in - far from it. We are meeting up with this girl and Grimly, and Geetwo and Maxi this weekend for some fun at a BDSM peer workshop. It may include some pony play which i've never done before. So hopefully there will be photos to share (i'm sure they'll appear on this girl's blog before here).

So you really need to keep checking me out, so to speak, to see what's going on.

Here's wishing all my US friends a very happy Thanksgiving Day! Have a fab time.

And my biggest thanks and gratitude has to be for SG in risking that first move on Collarme almost four years ago. How far we have come is truly awesome. i think i can feel another celebration coming on.

Oh, and happy HNT!

Bedtime

2011-11-22T00:02:00.000Z

A peek at my usual bedtime attire: my wrist cuff connecting chains are about the width of me, allowing me to sleep adequately. There's also a connecting chain for my ankle cuffs too.

Just thought i'd share at bedtime.

Don't you just dig striped PJs? ;-)

HNT: Bringing Sexy Black

2011-11-10T00:47:00.001Z

i took this photo of my new bra, loved the hazy effect, and thought it was perfect for a HNT!

Happy HNT!

HNT: R&R

2011-11-03T00:44:00.000Z

my HNT for this week (it's been a while) is from our R&R weekend- chilling out in a hot tub, eating good food and, naturally, some hotel fun (see my previous post).

A great mix - much needed and thoroughly recommended.

Happy HNT!

A Quick Dip

2011-11-01T13:48:00.000Z

Take one hot tub and some relaxation, followed by a hot soapy shower in your hotel bathroom - what do you get?

A very aroused Master and His pup, amorously kissing, groping and aching for each other. Hands stroking body parts, juices flowing, with the need to connect.

The solution?

SG's plan to take His aroused pup, bent over the sink, and push His hardness into her wetness. This action results in many squeals and moans, as pup's
pleasure takes control. she feels her climax building very quickly.

But she needs to feel more and reaches for the dressing gown's belt hanging on the door. SG places it around her throat and holds it tightly, as He pushes deeper into her and cups His hand over her mouth. These small additions mean so much to pup and always helps to fuel her excitement.

Just a few moments later, with SG's permission to come granted, pup lets go completely allowing her orgasm to melt over her whole body. SG wasn't too far behind, so to speak ;-) Our pleasure was so needed and quick to attain and enjoy, given that it usually takes a little longer to reach this point. i put it down to being so relaxed beforehand

It was very yummy and what others would call a quickie. For me, it was certainly the best quickie i've ever had!

She Is His

2011-10-28T18:09:00.001+01:00

The fire's warm glow lightens her face as she kneels before it.

Her hands behind her back hold her ankles.

Her head bowed in contemplation and submission.

Naked, but for His collar, and vulnerable before Him.

Her soul is willing and her body is eager to please.

So much love in her heart to give.

She is His.

Completely.

Last Night

2011-10-27T08:14:00.001+01:00

Bathed
Collared
Cuffed
Chained
Groped
Kissed
Spanked
Scratched
Aroused
Tickled
Pinched
Licked
Fingered
Vibed
Climaxed (x3)
Held
Slept

Amiss

2011-10-25T22:39:00.001+01:00

Missing your touch: your soft skin brushing against my body.

Missing your face: your wide eyes gazing at me.

Missing your lips: your gentle mouth on mine.

Missing your voice: your sweet whisperings in my ear.

Missing you.

We Had A Bed Day

2011-10-18T00:06:00.001+01:00

Sadly our plans for a dungeon photo shoot had to be postponed due to illness from one half of Elves on Sunday.

But somehow SG and i made our own entertainment by spending most of the day in bed. In that time, SG tied me spreadeagled, collared with my thick padded collar and ball gagged, before torturing me with the Hitachi. He made me come four times in quick succession. Each one was a very yummy orgasm, spent mostly screaming through my gag. Then He teased my very wet pussy with His fingers, edging deep inside. It was almost too much to take, as my clit was still coming down from the wand's vibes.

After that, i was begging Him to be inside me, as He was about to use the Lelo on me. By that point, i needed to feel His body as close as possible, in the most physical way we connect to each other.

He sensed i was feeling cold and snuggled up to me with the duvet to warm us up first. As i lay there i realised how i wanted the next scene to play out. After getting warm, i reached for my ballet boots and laced them up. i was naked, but for my collar (and feeling rather sexy) and i began to stroke Him, getting Him big and hard, and He knew what was next.

i wanted to ride Him, so i climbed on top, and He filled me and it was divine. Slow and methodical at first as the pleasure flowed through us, then faster and deeper to excite us more. SG ended up climaxing in doggy style (what else?), thrusting into His bitch puppy and letting it all go.

We fell asleep in each other's arms, cosy and warm under the bed covers. We woke up late afternoon feeling somewhat hungry - for food this time! It was lovely unplanned time spent on the two of us.

We all need a bed day, don't we? zzz...

Heel, pup, Heel!

2011-10-12T23:13:00.001+01:00

Another shortish post, but it's a post nonetheless!

The gorgeous ballet boots SG bought me arrived a few weeks - and they fit! i guess it helped trying on this girl's pair when i became a pup at Captive Kink's play weekend, as we found out we take the same size.

i've only worn them twice so far. They make me feel extremely submissive. The fact that i can't walk in them (yet!) and have to crawl instead adds to it! They feel awesome as i lace them up.

So i thought it only right to post a photo of them after they first came out of their box.

They'll also be making another appearance on my blog soon, in a more professional way, ahead of our dungeon photo session with our good friends Elves this weekend. Time to play dress up and get tied up - good times!

Oh, Butt...

2011-09-30T23:49:00.000+01:00

Just in case you've forgotten what my bottom looks like.

i reminded myself earlier today, before a yummy play involving my Lelo, some rope and SG's belt. i'll let your imagination run wild with that combination.

But... it was delicious.

The Yoke's On Us

2011-09-23T21:34:00.004+01:00

i'm going to let the photos tell the story of another very fun session between this girl and pup when we met up last month. i think Captive Kink also posted a photo of us within this girl's latest set on his site.

Basically, the yokes were on us, quite literally, and it was very frustrating not being able to interact as much i'd like with this girl (who had her own dilemma to deal with), but at the same time rather enjoyable too. It was hard work keeping my arms up so as not put more pressure on my neck. Gotta love predicament bondage. Rather evil though!

Rich's darlex hobble dress that the infamous Ashley Renee has worn for him, topped off with a matching hood, felt fantastic too. i hadn't worn anything like it before and i think SG and i might have to invest in getting something similar.

i guess some subs are never satisfied are they? i can say that the whole weekend was a blast and very memorable for us all. It was quality time spent on some serious bondage but having a laugh along the way. Sometimes that's what it's all about.

Wyred Pup

2011-09-13T09:20:00.000+01:00

A new collar for pup arrived a couple of weeks ago. It's a wraith collar from Wyred Slave.

i found my eternity one rather hard going and heavy, causing quite a lot of neck pain.

i am loving this one as it's much lighter and looks really nice too. It's been locked on for two weeks now.

SG's ownership continues.

HNT: Cute Toes

2011-09-01T09:21:00.000+01:00

Another photo from Sunday's lie-in:

Sunday Bliss

2011-08-29T21:43:00.009+01:00

Here's one for all you foot fetishists.

This was how i spent part of Sunday morning...

Restrained in the leather straitjacket.
Adorned with ankle cuffs and chains.
Hogtied by the SJ's crotch straps, toes secured with rope (about to be added).
Ball gagged, lying face down on the bed.

... just the way He likes me.

Then SG teased me with the Lelo and made me cum twice. He gave me a moment to rest, before He turned me over and had His wicked way (and He can be very wicked).

After that, i was a very lucky pup as He allowed me take control of the Lelo to pleasure myself a bit more, as He fingered me deeply. It felt amazingly delicious.

We were two very blissed out soul mates, snuggled in each other's arms.

Cute toes, huh?

His Focus

2011-08-23T15:58:00.000+01:00

i wanted to share another couple of photos from last month's dungeon session with E & S. These were taken by SG and we really liked them, however blurry they are!

All i know is that His focus was on me.

blue movie

bench presses

We are looking forward to meeting up with E & S again in October for a dressing-up shoot - and we can't wait!

And They Call It Puppy Love

2011-08-17T12:03:00.002+01:00

You'll hopefully have seen the photo of me on this girl's blog, playing as a puppy. It seemed such a natural thing to do, so when Richy, aka Captive Kink, asked me if i'd like to become a pup, Captive Kink-style, how could i refuse? He told me he'd been reading up on my blog and had come to realise how much i loved bondage, chains and puppy play.

i borrowed this girl's ballet boots and they fitted perfectly! They looked and felt awesome too. Richy helped me to see if i could stand up in them - and i did, if only for a few seconds! It was hard going on the toes though, but an achievement nonetheless. i need to buy a pair now! Then i was put back on all fours while Richy transformed me. Leather mittens for paws, ankle cuffs, the double-flap rubber hood, leather collar and lots of cold chains around my body and inside my rubber pants (at my request!). The finishing touches were nipple clamps and the attachment of a leash, before Richy led me through to the lounge to show me off to SG and this girl.

At SG's feet

SG caressed me and patted my head as i knelt before Him. i wondered what He made of what He saw. He then directed me over to this girl who took command. She petted me and took me for walkies around the room, then made me sit, beg and bark, and teased my clamps. my nipples were getting very sore by this time. It felt amazing to be treated in that way and i loved every moment of it. The chains inside my pants felt good pressing up against me and, at some point, i felt a couple of bullet vibrators placed inside too. i felt extremely turned on and happy to 'perform', although i am normally quite a private person.

SIT!

Enjoying this girl's petting

After a time, subspace took hold and i was ready for some quiet time. The clamps were removed by this girl (which made this puppy howl!). i was still adorned in all other areas when Richy placed a blanket over me as i curled up on the floor - completely blissed out in a deep state of contentment. i felt very loved.

Pos(ey)ing For Captive Kink

2011-08-13T00:13:00.006+01:00

You'll find me making a guest appearance over at this girl's blog, following a fantastic weekend of fun, courtesy of her good friend - the infamous Captive Kink.

Before this, we thought it only right to firstly meet up with the man behind the website, to help us feel more at ease for our planned session of dress-up and bondage, all to be captured on camera. We arranged to meet up with CK before he headed off to BBB last month. We found him to be a very likeable, laid-back guy and enjoyed a good chat over drinks and dinner.

He mentioned he had brought a couple of items with him that appear on his website, modelled by sexy red-headed models (and much admired by us), so it was enough to tempt us back to his hotel room to investigate further.

One (of many) cute images that appears on this girl's blog is on her intro page - a Posey straitjacket. Having seen that, and as CK mentioned he had brought it with him, it didn't take me long to want to try it on. i wore it initially on its own for some private photos. i also wanted to share a photo on here, so CK placed a heavy rubber hood on me that also had flaps that zipped up over the face. It looked quite ominous at first, but it felt great.

floating

Something else that especially catches my eye on Captive Kink's site, and again modelled by this girl, is a blue leather armbinder so i was very eager to give it a go. CK decided to complement it (much to my surprise) with a blue blindfold/gag that filled my mouth almost too much, as it slightly touched the back of my throat, but it certainly kept me quiet.

ssshhh

no escape

From wearing the Posey and rubber hood, i began to hit subspace so Captive Kink and SG let me float off for a time. Little did i know what our next meet with this girl might entail...

As i mentioned, you can see first photos on this girl's blog and Captive Kink will be adding more to his website. i shall try and catch up soon with some of my own here.

After Impact

2011-08-12T12:09:00.000+01:00

It's been a while coming, and you've been so patient, but here's those anticipated photos of the impact play.

This was straight after the session:

And then they became proper bruises that i admired for almost a week.

Hit Me Baby... One (Thousand) More Time(s)

2011-08-04T00:11:00.002+01:00

The second part of our impact play session

The session started on the cross. SG had firstly adorned me with my wrist and ankles cuffs. E took some sample photos of the space and then with me in position (but yet to be attached) to check all was well with the angle and lighting.

Setting the scene:

The dungeon was atmospherically lit with candles and Enigma played as background music. It felt the perfect setting for a newbie like me and it was time to get started. i decided to remove my boots (on S's sound advice), as i knew it could be difficult to wear them for too long, especially with the position of my legs spread on the cross. So i put on my rubber stockings instead. Any rubber against my skin always makes me feel sexier.

S turned me round to face the cross. Then each of my cuffs was clipped into place with my limbs spread. The next bit i hadn't seen coming, when S began to run some coarse rope several times around my waist (you can see it in the photo). This would prevent too much weight being placed on my hips, the longer i stood there. The roughness of the rope felt rather good against me. There was no escape from this, not that i really wanted to anyway.

As S was deciding which implement to start with, SG stood behind me and teased me by tickling my arms and waist and i tried to wriggle about. This seemed to amuse everyone. Such a tormentor, my Master! He also nuzzled and kissed my neck, while grabbing hold of my hair. E took some great photos at that moment, but i may just keep them for private! It felt delicious to be so completely out of control.

S started off with some floggers (and some hand slaps) to my bottom cheeks as a warm up. They felt quite good but not too stingy. i remember one He used was a 100 cat tail flogger. i could almost feel each one. He kept telling me to push my bottom out, as at times things became real stingy and i naturally held my body closer to the cross. He did ask nicely though! Then he passed the reigns to SG who delighted in having a go. It was difficult to see who was behind me, but i could tell the difference. And that's no disrespect to SG, as He hasn't used that many ouchie toys on me. i know that He enjoyed receiving instructions from S on the best way to use each one. And they do say practice makes perfect!

Are you hitting on me?

After a while (no idea how long), the pressure on my hips became an issue, so it was time to move to the bench. Lying on my front, my cuffs were secured down to the corners and then i felt straps tighten across my back and thighs. There was definitely no escape now, even though i tried wiggling. i love feeling restraints against my whole body.

S altered my rubber pants to expose my bottom cheeks more, so they were pressing tightly against my pussy - and things were already moist down there! (i remember he did that when i was on the cross too).

What i recall next is a bit of a blur, but there were lots of different toys used on my bottom and thighs. S would give a demo first (with a lot of effort put in) and then pass it to SG to 'test out'. Then i'd hear the encouraging(?!) words: 'try it this way' or 'turn your wrist more'.

It's all in the wrist:

At one point in play, i had S, E and SG take turns of a crop, or whatever it was, and, at SG's turn, He made me count each one and say out loud: 'Please may i have another one Sir' (luckily only 10 times). At around the fourth stroke, E kindly pointed out that i wasn't counting them, so SG started again ensuring that i did. Then He handed the command over to E who made me count out loud. And she could certainly deliver them too! S rounded off this 'sharing game' with the same enthusiasm.

Throughout the whole session, S and E would check the temperature of my bottom cheeks, and i'd hear them say: 'oh, still a bit cold here' and 'this bit could do with warming up'. So the torment and fun went on and i could feel my skin pretty pinked, if not rather reddened, after around 15 or so crops, whips, floggers and other miscellaneous items had been used.

About halfway through, i thought i might hit subspace. i was getting floaty from it all, but not fully and we had planned for me to be hooded at some stage on the bench. That time arrived and SG obliged by placing the re-breather rubber hood (minus tube, so the mouth was open) on me. It felt amazing, as it completely blocks out any light and a fair amount of sound too, which all leads to disorientating me and is a quick way for me to reach subspace.

Hoodwinked:

It worked too and the session continued for some time. It's very hard to assess time in the middle of quality play. The grand finale was for S to use his 'Indiana Jones style' bull whip, and i could hear him swishing it around behind me before it struck my skin. Wow! E explained how it makes her go completely 'gushy' when S uses it on her. She said it was having that effect just by watching it being used. Then again, S said it might not just be that making her feel like that... and if it had anything to do with me, then i feel very honoured!

After another check of my bottom, i heard S say that we should wrap things up and then i felt the body straps loosen. SG removed my hood and my head was very floaty. S advised that i stay on the bench for a while and take things slowly when i was ready to sink onto some bean bags and into SG's waiting arms.

It was an amazing play and i loved every minute of it. i know that SG rather enjoyed Himself too. i have no idea how many strokes that was! i need to say that throughout the session, i never felt in any danger or concerned (and i didn't expect to). And that's the most important things with all of this - our kinks, fetishes, whatever you want to call them - you need to have trust (as well as have fun too) and we certainly have that with E & S.

Thank you guys! E - you are an amazing photographer! We did leave with big smiles on our faces. And we can't wait to see you again!

i am hoping to post more photos on my Fetlife profile in time (things are kind of busy round here!)

Making An Impact

2011-07-26T14:00:00.000+01:00

The first part of our first impact play session with others.

Starring:

Hosts: E & S of elves_uk (Fetlife profile)
Guests: SG and His pup

As Himself: E & S's dungeon

Our impact play session came about quite some time (real life made an appearance) after we saw E & S in Feb, when they gave us a shibari workshop. After that session, we knew we'd like to do something more with them. They put us at ease, we had a lot of fun and they were happy to be 'enablers' - meaning that they were eager to give us an experience we both wanted. With the added bonus of their basement dungeon, the natural thing was to spend some quality time in it.

i knew i wanted to try some impact play, to push my limits, but also feel what it would be like from another's hand (and vast array of toys!). Impact play with SG is not that new now, but administering pain wasn't really on SG's radar when we first started out. It's something that He is more comfortable with now, as long as He doesn't mark me permanently. i do admit to admiring any bruises or marks He makes on my body He owns, but they are usually never intended. He realises how much i enjoy pain and we've been building up the ouchie toys slowly.

i turned up at E & S's house wearing only my Westward Bound rubber bra, pants and PVC boots - all under a coat. i tottered down the street for a few seconds as we couldn't park right outside. That was a complete rush, before i'd even got through the door!

my effort was definitely worth it when S's face lit up after he asked me to 'do the reveal'. Then E appeared and was equally delighted. i felt so good and very sexy. SG was beaming too. He hadn't been able to keep His wandering hands off me before we left His flat.

The descent to their dungeon began and i was surprisingly calm and very excited. It's a fantastic space with a cross on one wall, a bench in the middle, a host of ceiling hooks and suspension equipment as well as their amazing collection of pain/pleasure (mostly pain!) implements hanging up along another side of a wall.

The torture (with a bit of fun too) was about to begin...

More details with photos coming soon.

Always good to be teased, isn't it?

How To Sleep With 50 People

2011-07-20T00:13:00.000+01:00

i slept with 50 people last week.

All under the same roof at the same time, tucked up in a very comfy bed that wasn't SG's or mine, for the night.

It was all in aid of a new theatre production called Lullaby, and the show is designed to literally send you to sleep.

You get escorted to bed, as long as you're wearing your PJs (no nakedness allowed) at around 10.30pm and if you don't stay awake to see the end, around two and half hours later, you certainly won't be alone.

We snuggled into bed no 21 (there were approx 25 beds arranged a middle circular stage - there was even one triple). Our bed was on the outer edge, making it slightly more intimate. Even though the bed next to us was only a few inches away, it felt cosy enough, with its little bedside lamps. But strictly no naughty business was allowed.

The show included dancing octopus, a fluffy elephant, short stories and lullabies. It didn't take long for SG to get His shut-eye, though i thought it was a bit rude after just 20 mins in. Anyway, we had a great night's sleep - and cuff-free for this pup (much to SG's dismay). You also get breakfast in the morning (not in bed though).

If you want to visualise all of this surrealism, watch this clip (i'd also sleep with the two sisters):

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-latin-america-13962730

Hood Times

2011-07-18T00:07:00.001+01:00

This is our amazing new leather hood from Leatherotics. It has nose and mouth holes, and straps that go everywhere - across the eyes, the mouth, around the head and neck which also has a locking buckle. The leather feels very soft.

Thing is, i haven't experienced it yet. This is SG modelling it. He said it felt really good. i'm sure it won't be long before i get my turn.

Many thanks to this girl (http://www.thisgirl.wordpress.com) for recommending the site.

2 - 2

2011-07-10T18:07:00.001+01:00

That was the score from our orgasms on our recent rubber-filled weekend - although we should point out we aren't in the habit of keeping score. It was a draw, although i drew the short straw of being bound and used, but i'm certainly not complaining.

We had an overwhelming need to get back to latex so we spent a day in our catsuits. This was followed, for me, with the leather straitjacket, worn the other way round so my arms were behind me, a latex hood, ball gag harness and to finish off, the leather harness.

Quite an overload for most, but it felt awesome for me. i was spacing out before moving to the bedroom. There, SG teased my pussy with the Lelo and His fingers. Adorned with all of the bondage, i was already soaking wet and it wasn't long before He made me cum (1-0).

After removing the harness, and always wanting to feel SG inside me, we moved onto the hall floor. With my pussy aching for Him, SG slid inside me and pumped away. Each thrust took Him closer to His orgasm which came just a few minutes later (1-1).

Not wanting me to be denied another climax, SG allowed me to play with myself. Not before He placed another hood on top of the one i had on, but having removed the ball gag harness. It felt so good to put on a show for my Master. my orgasm washed over me and i melted while SG held and caressed me (2-1).

Later on in the day, having removed my catsuit, it was time to be encased in the rubber sleepsack. A restraint we've not used that much, but is great fun. We've both spent some time inside it. SG tried it out when it first arrived. i'm sure i've written about it on my blog.

Stripped naked, i stepped inside the suit for SG to zip up and strap me in. It felt good to feel cool latex against my skin, but i soon began to warm up as the inflation of air began. It feels weird as it creeps around the body and slowly tightens against you. In the middle of doing this, SG placed the re-breather bag latex hood on me. So the combination of the two made me pretty floaty.

Through the hole in the crotch area, SG passed the Lelo for me to have some fun with. It's never very easy to get much enjoyment in that way, as the suit presses your legs rather close together. so it can be quite frustrating. Needless to say, i didn't get to cum, but i was happy in my bondage.

From being freed, except for still wearing the hood, we were thinking of getting down to it again, although i had a different plan. With SG lying beside me, i began to stroke and tease His cock. It didn't very long to get Him excited and on the edge of pleasure. He had started Himself off, so to speak, and i was only too happy to pursue His climax.

Not being able to see through the hood, His moans and murmurs told me how things were going. Of course, His big member growing in my hands confirmed things too. All very quickly, He gave a big groan and i felt His body tremble. He told me it had been a very quick transaction and had loved every second of it (2-2).

Snuggled into His arms, i felt really good that i was able to give Him that level of pleasure and release.

i can be a good pup, at times.

Bottoming From The Top - Part 2

2011-07-05T18:30:00.001+01:00

More musings from SG:

The second scene takes place the following afternoon. In the intervening 15 or so hours I have remained in my catsuit. During that time, I’ve made pup cum hard with my fingers as a reward for her forebearance. The temperature has been just about perfect for being covered
in rubber, so sleeping the night encased in its slippery embrace has not been a problem. But now it’stime to get uncomfortably hot in our formidable leather sleepsack. It takes a fair bit of shuffling and wiggling to get me in, but
pup has slightly less of a problem securing her prisoner this time round.

With my arms trapped deep in its internal sleeves and the body straps cinched tightly around me at various strategic points, I am immobilised and definitely ready for a hood, or should I say hoods. First, on goes the Cocoon helmet with no eyeholes. My world is plunged into darkness, but I know what’s to come and I’m going to like it. Moments later my mouth zip comes open and I’m given something familiar to suck on, and I eagerly oblige – I adore sucking pup’s nipples and feeling them harden between my lips. But soon it’s time for the vacuum hood to be squeezed tightly on over the top. This really makes me concentrate on breathing slowly and steadily in order to
prevent the loose latex section on the front from collapsing on my face and cutting off the tiny holes through which I eke my air. Superbly kinky!

pup takes some photos of my enjoyable predicament and then attends to the hard member now jutting out of the strategically placed hole in the middle of the sack. she makes excellent use of her Master’s captive cock, in fact, spreading her legs and lowering herself carefully on to her human dildo. But I suspect that I’m feeling more pleasure than she is, as I’m unable to thrust up into her and seek out her G-spot. It occurs to me that this is a lazy lover’s dream scenario – just lie there and let your partner do all the work. Bizarrely, I feel guilty about this, but only for a moment as another big orgasm sweeps through me.

Wow again. That felt bloody incredible. I remain soggily supine as pup dismounts and carefully peels off both hoods. My supply of fresh air returns and I’m suddenly conscious of all the perspiration on my face and body, and it’s all starting to feel just the wrong side of uncomfortable now. It’s time to end the
session and divest myself of all my gear.

“That was awesome,” I say, finally resurrecting myself from la petite morte. "Thanks, puppy – you’re so much better than you think you are at this lark. Same time next November?"

HNT: Unzipped

2011-06-30T00:07:00.001+01:00

From our recent rubber session.

Its release can be as pleasurable as the restriction it creates.

One chilled out pup.

Bottoming From The Top - Part 1

2011-06-22T00:07:00.000+01:00

SG has kindly written a post on our latest switching session.

"OK, pup. I'll explain it again. All you need to do is buckle my ankle strap loosely to start with, so that the rope down my back can actually reach it - which it can't at the moment 'cos it's too short," I say, trying manfully - and failing - to keep any tetchiness out of my voice. "Once you've tied the two together and got me hogtied, you can tighten the ankle strap as much as you like. Do you see what I mean?"

"Um. i think so," was her none-too-convincing response.

"I'm making it sound difficult, aren't I? I'd show you if I could, pup, but it's actually very straightforward. It's the only way you're going to get it to work. You do need to unwrap the ankle strap first. How did you get it all tangled up in such a bugger's muddle?"

"Er..."

Welcome, once again, to SG's and pup's biannual switching weekend. And,once again, it's not going especially smoothly. But it really doesn't matter. Far from it, in fact. Part of the reason for doing this is to see things from each other's perspective and realise that it's not always easy being us and performing our usual roles.

Picture the scene (the pic below helps): I'm encased in my Cocoon catsuit (have I mentioned that I'm a rubber fetishist? The look, the feel, the smell. It. All. Just. Gives. Me. The. Horn.) Ahem, anyway - back to the story. Under my direction, pup has painstakingly strapped her black leather straitjacket back to front over my latex-clad body so that my arms are crossed firmly behind me. For extra security, she has methodically applied her leather bondage harness on top. Nice touch - I'm rock hard already as she buckles the crotch strap tight. She has zipped me carefully into a rubber hood with eyes and mouth holes, and has strapped four cuffs on my ankles and thighs. So far, so stringent. Good - I want it to be as tough as possible. If it's not tight, it's not bondage.

I drop carefully on my haunches and instruct her to chain my thighs to my ankles in order to achieve a loose frogtie. Unfortunately, one of the chains breaks as soon as I test their tension. Annoyingly, it's one of the chains that I use to cuff pup's ankle cuffs together for her customary bedtime bondage

"Oi, that's one of my chains!" says pup, crestfallen.

"Whoops! Oh, bollocks. Never mind. I'll sort it out afterwards if you have some pliers handy," I mutter testily. "Use the other one there. Then use that strap to bind my ankles together." Which brings us back to the frustrating exchange at the start of the story.

After some untangling and under-the-breath-swearing, pup finally secures my ankles satisfactorily - and to that strap it she ties the cord that she has already run from the steel ring built into the straitjacket halfway up my back. I am now hogtied and frogtied.

Phew, no one said bondage was easy. Now for the gag. No tie is complete without a gag, right? Sorry, that's a silly rhetorical question to the regulars at this establishment - this is surely a case of preaching to the perverted if ever there were one!

A couple of weeks ago I'd purchased a custom-made harness ballgag for pup from the excellent Top to Bottom Leathers and made the point of making her try it out on her herself. Just as well, too, as it's a real spider's web of straps. The only trickiness at this stage is the task of stuffing the red silicone ball through the hood's small mouth hole and behind my teeth. pup is too respectful of my gnashers to really shove it home and she doesn't quite have the strength - or dommely meanness - to secure the neck strap that one crucial hole tighter. The ball is not quite in the right place, but I don't have the heart to ask her to retry. It's near enough for me. Unfortunately for her, I can still issue instructions, of course!

Despite all the hiccups (for brevity, I've not included the wild-goose chase I sent pup on to find the particular rope I wanted her to use), I am finally bound very securely - and quite uncomfortably - just in the way I had envisaged beforehand. We have now reached a point at which pup is extremely comfortable with: pleasuring her man.

she wastes no time in unzipping my manhood from its rubbery confines and goes to work on it with her hands and slutty mouth, drawing involuntary groans of pleasure from her willing prisoner. Yet it's not too long before the Hitachi wand makes an appearance. It feels astonishingly good against my glans and she brings me expertly to the brink a number of times. It feels amazing and pup is in her element. she's probably enjoying the fact that I'm not saying anything apart from: "Mmmmmm....Arrrrrgh!"

After what seems like a glorious age, pup's judicious application of the wand on my frenulum finally causes me to lose control in a big way. A rare mind-blowing orgasm.

I lie on my side completely spent and sweatily contented. Wow.

And there's a second session to cum...

Anyone For A Brazilian?

2011-06-15T12:55:00.001+01:00

These stunning images appeared in Metro, the free national newspaper, as well as on their website this morning. They certainly put a smile on my face.

They're part of Samuel Cirnansck's collection being shown at Sao Paulo Fashion Week.

To have and to hold:

i love this image:

Inspiration for someone getting married soon?

Soothed

2011-06-13T08:49:00.000+01:00

i am soothed...

Wood You Risk It?

2011-06-10T23:18:00.009+01:00

It had always been a fantasy of ours to find a secluded wood to take part in an outdoor kinky photo shoot, so i can safely say the last couple of 'Woods' posts achieved just that.

It all seems a bit surreal looking back at the photos, but it was so incredibly exciting with a fair amount of risk attached.

We carried out a recce over the weekends before the shoot to check out some places that SG knew of, and see if they had any potential. This one particular place seemed to and so we headed out to it in the late part of a Sunday afternoon, hoping that we wood(!) have the place to ourselves, more or less.

As we drove into the car park, problem number one arose. There were only three vehicles parked - an empty Landrover and an empty van, with a third car that seemingly had just a girl sitting in it. This was a great start, we thought. We parked up a little way from this car, and sat trying not to make it too obvious in looking over to check if this girl was about to drive off. But no such luck, as a man's head popped up from her lap in the passenger seat. No doubt they were there for some naughtiness too! We sat there for another five minutes and still their fun continued.

We decided to leave the car and head into the other side of the woods. Problem number two - i was already wearing my PVC dress underneath my 3/4 length coat which was just long enough to cover it. This meant it was a little awkward getting out of my very low sports car. SG carried the bag with my kinky boots in, so i only had my summer pumps on my feet, with bare legs. This brought about problem number three - trying not to get too scratched by the undergrowth. By this point, i had begun to wonder if this whole 'adventure' was going to be worth it. Nevertheless, we headed on up a winding path, along and over to another more secluded part of the woods.

So the photos with the tree were taken then, with me hopping about on one leg at a time to get my boots on, taking my coat off and trying to look sexy for the camera. Not the warmest of days either, but the rush of exhilaration kept me glowing. Especially so when we heard rustling in the bushes nearby (and no, it wasn't the other couple), it was just the birds.

When we made our way back down to the car park, the other vehicles had gone and we could get on with the second part of our pics. i positioned the car up close to the trees in the clearing to get the shots that were posted, although all the while, any other car could have turned up at very short notice.

It was a thrill of an afternoon, in any case. So, just watch out when you go down to the woods next time, you could find a couple in a car doing naughty things. Or you could find us, innocently taking a walk into the depths of risk.

HNT - Lead Astray

2011-06-02T00:02:00.004+01:00

It's been a while since i posted a HNT, so while looking through our last few photo shoots, i thought this would make a rather good example.

my new play collar, complete with my leash:

So, who wants to lead me astray?

If You Go Down In The Woods (Part II)

2011-05-25T00:04:00.000+01:00

These latest photos certainly show evidence of how this sexy wood nymph made her way to the woods.

It seems she was very keen to have her picture taken. After the initial startle, she didn't really shy away from the camera at all.

Such a shame that the sun was rather glaring that day, she may well have been such a pretty thing:

And then she started showing off her bottom again...

Then again, maybe she had been inspired by those Sunday drivers in their 'flashy' convertibles, who may also be into similar shiny things.

Word has it... she's still out there.

If You Go Down In The Woods (Part I)

2011-05-17T00:06:00.002+01:00

Seems like a perfect place for a stroll...

Nothing to see but trees, birds and undergrowth.

Hang on, what's this rare species?

Is it local to the area?

How did it get here?

Got wood?

Seeing Red - pup's New Latex SJ!

2011-05-11T00:01:00.001+01:00

Life has got busy again (it's all good), so this may turn into just a picture blog for the next few posts. i have so many new pics to show from our latest adventures.

Nothing wrong in that, i hope you're thinking, as i know how much you enjoy seeing a more graphic side to me, as it were (and especially helpless).

Going back to my birthday almost a month ago, i'm sharing photos of my special kinky pressie from SG - a new latex straitjacket! It's made to measure and has breast zips and crotch straps, making the wearer feel even more vulnerable. It feels awesome when i'm strapped into it and i was only too happy to model for the camera!

The front:

The back:

And this is NO ordinary latex garment - it's made with cutting-edge technology - meaning that it's red on the outside and black on the inside, without two different pieces of latex being glued together. It's made from one piece and it's from Elena's Latex (thank you, if you're reading!). SG told me it's one of the first latex garments ever made in this way and i get to own it! Lucky pup, huh?

This shows the inside:

And adorned with hood and leather harness on top:

i'd be wearing it right now, if i wasn't having to write this post...

i have many more photos to post, including an OUTDOOR shoot we braved. So please be patient, and you know how much i appreciate your comments (hint, hint).

How To Chain(ge) Your Pup

2011-05-03T20:49:00.005+01:00

Getting a bit slack with my blog again, but i am sure you'll understand the reasons for that.

SG thought it would be a good idea to buy His pup a new play collar, after the demise of my previous leather one. With the arrival of my eternity collar, i can wear it 24/7, if so wished... that should read, or as He wishes. This one will be for private play (and maybe at another BBB visit in the near future).

Because we've been so pleased with the Top To Bottom leather cuffs, it seemed only right to buy the matching collar which arrived last week. He chose a locking buckle so He can use a padlock with it. It's the same width as the cuffs, so it's going to take a little time to get used to how it sits around the neck. It's padded too, which makes it really comfy.

i guess it was only right that He wanted to adorn me with my matching cuffs (and pretty PJ bottoms) and chain me up for the night. This is how i slept:

And i managed to sleep really well. i think when i do sleep in my chains, somehow it makes me feel safer.

Then again, i know i'm always safe in His arms.

Another Kind Of Pain

2011-04-22T18:06:00.001+01:00

There's a pain i'm feeling since yesterday. i can't report that it's from a pinked bottom, or a bondage session. This time it's a pain inside my heart.

The reason? i lost my cat, my beautiful girl, and furry friend of the last 14 years. She had been getting ill since the end of last year and lately she'd been going downhill. i was contemplating the vets just the day before.

But she decided enough was enough and passed away early on Thursday morning, where i found her laying as though she was just napping.

She's gone, but certainly and never will be forgotten.

Happy Birthday... me

2011-04-13T13:21:00.001+01:00

Mmmm...

It's here! i've been having a lovely day so far. Some vanilla pressies have already been opened. i get to see SG later, for dinner at our fave restaurant, then i find out what kinky goodies He's bought me! i do know one of them is of the rubbery kind.

Then who knows what happens! i would like some birthday spanks :-)

Am sure all will be revealed in my next post.

Back to enjoying my day!

That was yummy!

Counting...

2011-04-12T01:21:00.000+01:00

Not cane strokes this time, but sleeps.

2 sleeps until my birthday. SG has bought me something rubbery, i think. Very excited!

5 sleeps until my pain threshold gets tested, with the help of our friends S and E, who showed us the ropes a couple of months ago.

3 on to 1... in their dungeon.

Should, or will, i be scared, excited and celebrating?

i'm counting on it.

HNT: Birthdays, Boots and Breasts

2011-04-07T13:20:00.001+01:00

In honour of the start of my birthday week celebrations (it's next week), i thought that a HNT post was long overdue.

But also, this is especially for someone else... enjoy your birthday too! ;-)

Happy HNT!

Naughty Forties

2011-04-05T02:40:00.000+01:00

They say life begins at 40. SG's life began last month, joining me in the naughty forties. For His birthday, i treated Him to a night away and gave Him the promise of being His dirtiest slut, fucktoy and whore.

After a yummy dinner out on the town, we headed back to our hotel room for some fun. i had included my Westward Bound rubberwear in my kinky case, so i was excited to show it off. SG had brought His new rope to try out some more shibari on me. i have to say the feeling of the rope, pressing tightly against the latex, was exquisite.

And then the photo shoot began. i think these pictures tell the story just as well as i could.

Starting with this... His slut presenting her cute ass for Him:

SG wasted no time in making His pup feel secure, like this:

Then turned it into this:

i'll leave it to your imagination what came next, so to speak, although it was difficult, as i was gagged.

A very fun night, however you want to picture it.

Forties is definitely the new twenties!

It's Grim(ly) Up North

2011-03-29T23:33:00.002+01:00

Still catching up with my posts, so i'm running ahead of others, just so i don't get berated anymore by a certain someone (you know who you are!).

i always get nervous about meeting new people, and even more so when a) they're of the kinky perv-suasion and b) there's more than two of them. This being the case recently, when we finally got to meet the awesome this girl and Grimly, and their good friends, Geetwo and Maxi.

And it was awesome. We met up at the same hotel the night before BBB and went for drinks and dinner to break the ice. The conversation flowed very easily, as though we'd known each other for years. It was extra cool for us three subbies to proudly display our eternity collars too. It just felt really natural. i guess i was in surreal mode for most of the time. This girl has the cutest accent! Grimly's evil demeanour reared its head just a couple of times. Geetwo and Maxi were lovely and warming and very easy going. It's just so refreshing to be able to talk kink in real life instead of via emails or blogs. i know that might sound a bit odd, but SG and i are only just breaking out into this mode of interaction.

The evening moved on to having a drink in Geetwo and Maxi's hotel room, with this girl showing us the fantastic tail adapted for her recent puppy play. It looked rather cool and something this pup wouldn't mind experimenting with. Following that, SG had brought along some of His evil rubber hoods and bondage attire - the inflatable sleepsack and puppy muzzle. This girl and Maxi were intrigued with the hoods and each chose one to try on. Maxi picked the eye-less one with the detachable re-breather tube and bag, while this girl decided on the inflatable (the original one that SG first bought for His newly-found hobby), with Grimly's assistance to inflate it. It was rather amusing (and a turn on) to see them wearing the hoods i know so well, and watch how they coped with them.

SG didn't want me to be left out, so He placed the double-layered breath control hood on me. i really have to concentrate when i wear it, so it was even more difficult knowing there were others watching me. But almost forgetting my own breathing, what i remember most was the sound of the different breathing patterns from this girl and Maxi. So, there we sat with our Domly audience, who then turned into the paparazzi to capture the historic event. Some of the photos you'll find on them on this girl's blog. We wore the hoods for a short while longer, before being set free. i then modelled the puppy muzzle for quite a time (i guess i felt braver then!) and before long, it was the end of a very interesting evening.

The next morning we made our way to the BBB and saw an array of good things. It was a lot bigger than i expected, with around 30 or so stalls. Along the way, i got paddled by this girl, then Grimly administered a strap to my butt! (SG just looked on!) Something that caught my eye was a pair of shackles, similar to some i've seen on Captive Kink's site. Pointing them out to Grimly, He said that He'd be able to make me some! Woooooo! i know he has a very busy year ahead of him, so he said i'd have to be patient, but it's in writing now... in case he forgets! ;-) There was also a caning demo that SG and i attended, while the others went on to a nearby pub for lunch, and we joined them later.

Sadly, it was then time for farewells, but not before we were given an open invitation to visit Wales from Geetwo and Maxi, and hopefully we can meet up with this girl and Grimly another time soon (but that does mean we'll have to go 'up North' again though!)

Thank you guys for such a great weekend!

Learning The Ropes

2011-03-19T11:56:00.001Z

As i said, i'm behind with my blog and i meant to write about this before now. But here i am, a little short on time as we are heading off to 'The North' today, so it's a shortened version of our shibari 'workshop' with E & S - a lovely switch couple who we met for real before Christmas, and who i've been chatting to online for about 4 years now. It's so cool to make things a reality, even if it does take a while!

So, this masterclass from S, with his lovely wife E as his model, began by showing us the basics of knots. SG had some knowledge of this from His sea-faring days with His family, so all good there. Then we moved on to a very simple restraint of the hands, which uses a principle technique that can be repeated for any part of the body (i'm trying to remember this from memory, as it was a few weeks ago now!). i am sure SG will add anything i've missed, if He wants! That was very interesting to learn, especially how it works to prevent any nerve damage to the wrists, as this is very dangerous. Shibari is definitely not something to muck about with, you do need to know what you are doing.

Anyway, from there we moved onto the boobies and how to create a rope bra (the white rope in the photo). SG and i copied what S was doing to E (with a lot of squealing along the way, i have to say!). It was a real light-hearted and fun atmosphere, which helped to allay my nerves a lot! We then carried on to a rope corset (green rope), and finished off with the rope running around the crotch. That, combined with the feeling of restraint across my chest, felt really cool. i LOVE restraint. i think somewhere along the way S also showed us how the arms can be included in the ensemble. As we went along, SG took photos and also video of the demos S carried out on E, so we can watch them back and learn from them.

Here's the rope bra/corset:

Another shot, showing the crotch ropes:

And what the back looks like (note: best bra on!):

The grand finale of the session was a demo of a body hogtie on E. It looked fantastic and it wasn't long before she was spacing out on the floor. That was a delight to watch. Then it was my turn as SG strung me up, with S's instructions and i felt myself getting spacey too. It was even weirder to be feeling that way, while lying face down on someone else's living room floor, and then listen to a discussion about house prices and estate agents! It was like i wasn't even there - and not just mentally! i was left hogtied for about 20 minutes and i loved every minute of it. Somewhere around me i could hear photos being taken and E kindly placed a mini vibrating bullet against one of the crotch knots, which made me giggle and squirm, as i felt the vibes ran around my nether regions!

Here's SG completing my hogtie:

i was eventually let free and then we all enjoyed a nice cup of tea and agreed to meet up again at some point in the near future. i think we have now got a date in mind for next month, so i'm really looking forward to that. Thank you E & S!

Right... i think i did quite well there (with photos too!).

We are meeting thisgirl and Grimly later today for dinner and then off to the BBB tomorrow - i'm SOOO excited! Of course, i'll have to add that to the list of future posts!

i'm behind...

2011-03-08T13:47:00.003Z

... with my blog.

And there's so many things that i want to write about, including our fun rope workshop with mutual friends, SG's birthday and His experimental shibari session in tying His pup up.

How's that to tempt you to come back? That is, when i've written about it all, of course!

All is good with U/us and here's a snippet of future news...

SG and i will be at BBB this month! We also hope to meet the inspirational thisgirl and Grimly for the first time! Soooo excited about that. It would be cool to meet up with any other kinksters, so maybe you could drop me a comment below if you are going too.

e[lust] 23

2011-02-22T10:21:00.001Z

i submitted... ;-) my entry is in Kink and Fetish - Steeling The Show.

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5 Kinky Toys from the Dollar Store

Alive in my Skin

Dacryphilia

Digitalized for Posterity

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filthy...

He ripped a string of orgasms from me, and then ramped it up

Manual Dexterity

Nadia's Surprise

Orgasms, Spoons Rests, and Fishnets! (The Play Party)

Punishment, humiliation and bondage

Schoolgirl in Saturday Detention

Steeling The Show

Water torture

Erotic Writing

A Little Night Music

Afternoon darkness

Crisp White Linens

dancing with (& then kinkily fucking) the dj

In the Mirror

Lope

Morning Sex

My First Anal Sex

September 1935

Shutter

Schoolgirl Part 1

Teenage Bukkake

Transition

You're Gonna Keep My Soul

Thoughts & Advice on Sex & Relationships

A Doggie Kind of Love

Ashamed?! Are You Kidding Me?

Giggles, Groans and Panting

I Can Imagine How You Feel

Sex As Love

6 Moves Men Need to Be Sex Gods in the Bedroom

Terminology Fundamentalism

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This Love

What I Want

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Women With Two Vaginas

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Vanilla Times

2011-02-17T00:36:00.000Z

Whilst i'm on the subject of our anniversary, here's another post. This time in our vanilla world.

i just happened to mention to my most favourite waiter, in our much-favoured restaurant, that it was our third anniversary. Not only did we get a free glass of champagne, we got this at the end of our fabulous meal:

A mixture of mini vanilla sponges and chocolate brownies... so it's not all about the kink!

Valentine... Sexy Time

2011-02-14T12:33:00.001Z

Over three years together, we are still as horny and kinky (if not more so) than ever!

Here's a first peek at my new Westward Bound goodies. And it feels so sexy on!

i love You, my Valentine.

Steeling The Show

2011-02-11T00:09:00.000Z

It's been a number of months since i received my steel collar and, before that, i didn't know how it would make me feel or whether i'd get on with it. So here's an update for you.

i'd say that it's been a love-hate relationship. There are days where it seems to lay heavy against my collar bone. i know it's not the wrong size, it fits really neatly, but there are days when i am really conscious of it. Not that i shouldn't be, as it's a symbol of my Master's ownership, so i know i should be constantly aware of it. But on other days, it's a different story. i can almost not feel it, but this doesn't change its meaning to me. And quite rightly so.

And i have days where i love it - what it means to both of us. It makes me feel close to SG. A reminder of our bond when we are doing vanilla things, and especially when we are not together (which isn't very often).

The other thing is that it's had its fair share of attention with questions asked like: 'What an unusual necklace', 'how does it do up?' So, some quick thinking has been needed.

i remember the first time i wore it at work with a low cut top. i'd been wearing it under roll neck jumpers for the first few days, to get used to wearing it all day, as i was extremely conscious of others seeing it. But at the same time, i wanted to show it off. It was a real mix of feelings. But it was only right to be asked about it. It also made me wonder if other kinky people would know what i was by seeing it and give me that knowing look.

So it's been on 24/7 for the last few months which has been really good. i've had to ask SG to remove it for my physio appointments. He allows me to take it off, if needs be, but i'm now used to it staying on for longer periods.

i know that our D/s relationship doesn't work on a 24/7 level and we are both happy with that. We don't live together... yet, but we are working to change that. For now, my collar serves to remind me who i belong to and that keeps me smiling inside.

Woman In Chains

2011-02-09T01:27:00.000Z

i just listened to the Tears for Fears song 'Woman In Chains' and it gave me inspiration to post this photo. i love the sepia tone and the look of the place she's being held in.

It also serves as a reminder of how i slept last night - in my cuffs in SG's bed. It concluded a punishment i received, the first being a bottom caning, as i knelt in front of the sofa with my bare skin exposed and my wrist cuffs attached to my ankles.

my crime? i had been horny that morning and played without asking for permission. Not the done thing and i had broken the rules. Of course, i had to confess and knew SG would see to it. His pup had done wrong and He had to put her back in line... via His unforgiving cane.

i woke to find a horseshoe shaped bruise on my right cheek, which looks real cute.

SG now expects a marked improvement.

HNT - Secure

2011-02-03T00:50:00.004Z

A couple of posts ago, i mentioned sharing a photo from my punishment caning for ripping my PVC outfit. SG took it afterwards - no staging, just as i was. i thought it would work really well as a HNT, so here it is:

It's always good to feel secure.

Happy HNT!

Count On me

2011-01-31T22:47:00.001Z

Last weekend resulted in receiving the 85 strokes i'd teased about to SG. But of course, it meant bondage and restraint for me first. So i had to strip down to nakedness, before the straitjacket encased my upper body with its leather straps. i do love the feel of how it wraps me up. Then SG deliberated over which hood He was going to use on me - i had no choice. He didn't want me to shout the place down either, so He chose the one with the detachable breather hose. It only has the one hole, so it's impossible to see through it. Scary, but strangely it makes me feel safe. Before the hood went on me, i watched Him clear the top of the dining table and replace the area with a cushion - and that only meant one thing.

He led me across the room and made me stop in front of the table. His hands pushed on my back to bend forward and i felt my chest and shoulders rest against the cushion. Then His foot kicked my ankles apart and He buckled a belt around each one to a table leg, ensuring my legs were spread wide. i was now completely at His mercy and my appointment with His cane had arrived.

Up until that point, i had never received more than about 30 cane strokes from SG, so i wondered how i would be able to get through half of them, let alone 85.

"Count them out loud and if you get any wrong, we'll go back to zero and start again." SG told me.

And so He began and He delivered firm, steady strokes to the middle of my bottom which i found fairly easy to cope with. It's when He moves a little lower or at an angle, that it gets a bit more ouchier. Of course, He didn't stay in one place and as He got to about 30, He paused to run His fingers across my pussy. i was already very wet by this point and His touch just made me melt. He then carried on with another 15 or so strokes, before teasing me again. It was sheer delight and torture at the same time, but i also had to remember the count. The cane's torment continued as He decided to quicken the pace and i almost lost track. Luckily i kept up and once again my pussy throbbed with His touch as His fingers moved deep inside me.

my bottom felt pinked and burned slightly and as i counted to 83, He stopped to take some photographs of His handiwork. He said He rather liked the 'tartan pattern':

After two more strokes, He unbuckled my ankles and removed my hood. He led me to the bedroom and pushed me onto my back. He teased my soaking pussy and He knew that i ached for Him to be inside me. Moments later, He was pounding into me, treating me like His puppy bitch. i rememember asking for permission to come a few times, as the caning had made me so aroused. The pleasure that radiated from my orgasms was so delicious. i lay exhausted in His arms, once He had released me from my bondage.

i am sure that SG has since mentioned He wants to try 100 strokes next time. So, i guess that means we're on the up!

i ♥ His Belt

2011-01-24T13:42:00.001Z

Stump Up The Strokes

2011-01-22T18:35:00.001Z

'85... was a good year.

i had only more left of school, i'd experienced my first trip abroad (Holland), and i was madly in love with George Michael.

And now i have the number 85 fixed in my mind, because of what happened yesterday. i waited in for a plumber at SG's. Nothing unusual about that. It was hopefully to fix His noisy boiler. So, all good.

However, after an hour of tampering and tweaking, it had stumped the plumber, who couldn't remedy things.

What it did mean was to stump up £85 for not a lot of effort on his part, nor a happy ending for us.

i texted SG and broke the costly news to Him, who was quick to ask how much he had charged.

me: "Are You sitting down?"

SG: "Yep."

me: "Ready?"

SG: "Yep."

me: "You can give me this number of strokes." (don't ask me WHY i said this!)

SG: "Ok. ;-)"

me: "£85."

SG: "£85 would be fine, if he'd actually repaired it! Can you take 85 strokes?"

me: "There's only one way to find out..."

i guess it means that the effort and a happy (rear) ending may still be on the cards.

RIP PVC

2011-01-19T00:59:00.000Z

Hmm, look what a naughty pup did to her PVC playsuit...

Well, it was sticking to my skin a bit. A request from SG to wear 'something shiny' underneath my clothes, when i visited Him. So i was only following orders, wasn't i? :-(

It got me a caning, while restrained in my leather harness. That reminds me, SG has the pics on His camera... will have to post pics next time. i have an ickle bruise on the side of my thigh (no pics of that).

In the meantime, be good out there!

More Rubbery Goodness

2011-01-13T14:30:00.005Z

Here's another couple of photos from our rubber session.

Before the leather mittens went on:

With mittens and chains (check out that shiny steel collar!):

It's Written In The Stars

2011-01-05T13:26:00.001Z

From New Year's Eve:

Say my Name

2011-01-02T02:14:00.001Z

Welcome 2011!

Around 363 days of the year, when we are in private, SG calls me 'pup'.

The other two times, i'll hear Him say 'trinity pup'.

The funny thing is, it always makes me smile, and a feeling of warmth envelops me. Maybe it's because it's what i called myself before we met, so it feels as though He's saying my full name.

He called me the latter name, while we were having dinner on New Years Eve. And for added glow, He said it ever so quietly: 'I love you, trinity pup'.

His pup couldn't have been happier.

Another Year Ends

2010-12-31T15:38:00.001Z

So another New Year's Eve is upon us. Where did this year go? It's been a mixed vanilla one, but a very kinky and horny year for SG and i.

i'm not sure why, but i always seem to get a little sad on this day of the year, can't explain it, although i am going to do my best to keep my spirits up later.

As a final salute to 2010, here's another photo of our latest rubber session. Thank you for all your wonderful support over the year.

Happy New Year! May it bring you lots of happiness and fulfilment.

See you in 2011 for more blogging, meeting new people and, of course, more kink!

Happy 4th Blogversary To me!

2010-12-21T13:55:00.001Z

Can you believe it - my blog is 4 years old today! Where did that go?!

i remember back to my first post of just a few words, not knowing where it might take me. Unsure of who might want to read it, let alone follow me.

And now, 136 followers and 444 posts later, i'm still here. A little older, certainly a lot wiser as to what i want, and definitely sure of what i have in my life right now.

Online friends (and their blogs) have come and gone, some are AWOL (i do wonder where they are now), and there are those who return regularly to say hi.

A big THANK YOU to you all for making my blog what it is today.

So, by way of celebration, i thought it would be cool to share a photo that we took recently. Actually, it really is party time, as in just under a week's time, it will be 3 years since SG first got in touch on Collarme. The rest is history, so here's to the future:

(i promise to post more photos from our rubber session after this.)

Have a very happy and safe Christmas.

At Your Service

2010-11-30T00:49:00.005Z

It's been an absolute age since i wrote some erotica, so i hope you like the following that just came into my head:

Shopping was on my mind. The sales were in full swing in all of the department stores in town, so there seemed no better time to buy some new lingerie. It’s one of my favourite pastimes – shopping for sexy underwear for my man. Not that it stays on long enough for Him to appreciate it, of course… but i guess i buy it for myself, to feel good in. That tiny lacy thong underneath my skirt that only i know i’m wearing, that sort of thing, you know?

i headed out to one of my much-loved stores and took the escalator to the lingerie section. Some cute sheer panties and erotica-themed bras seemed to be calling to me. i spent quite a time browsing and getting lost in my lusting. Armed with my selection of sexy lingerie, i headed for the changing rooms to thrill myself further with how they would look. There was a small queue and so i patiently waited my turn. It was a busy time and there were several store assistants rushing about showing customers to their cubicles.

Out of the corner of my eye, i noticed a very striking young assistant, with gorgeous long flame-red hair, a very petite but perfectly proportioned body and stunning blue eyes. i thought to myself ‘surely she should be a model and not be working here’. i thought she was very attractive and then spotted her walking back towards me. my turn in the queue had come and she was walking me towards to my cubicle. i followed, my eyes drawn down to the most exquisite stilettos i had ever seen. They brought her height up level with my own. She walked so elegantly in them.

i was transfixed by her as she showed me to my booth, placed my underwear inside and then said “if you need any assistance, there’s a bell there... unless you require our bra-fitting service, then I can help you with that now?”. She waited for my response. “Well, yes, that would be good - i’ve never really known my size” i replied. my heart was racing now, i was getting excited… and moist.

She closed the cubicle door behind her. “If you’d like to undress down to your bra, we can see how well that fits you.” i wasted no time in complying and stood before this young beauty in my slightly tatty Wonderbra. i wished i had put on something a bit newer now. She produced a tape measure from her pocket and positioned me in front of her to face the mirror. Her small hands wandered up to my shoulders and around my upper back to check my bra. “It seems to be a little small for you, as it’s pinching at the sides – can you see?” she said, as she ran her fingers down the sides of my ribcage. i nodded as they then moved up to rest across the top of my chest. “So you really should have more room here.” she continued.

At that point, her hands began to wander down to reach inside my bra, and found their way over my nipples. she pinched them gently. Not doing anything to stop her, i watched her in the mirror. She had now pushed my bra cups down and was slowly massaging my breasts, and i felt her hot breath on my neck. i closed my eyes as sheer exhilaration took over me. i was now half-naked as she turned me around to face her.

She gently pushed me down onto the seat and lowered her mouth to lick and caress my nipples. i reached out my hands to touch her breasts through her shirt. They felt so perfect. She had now pressed herself up close against my hips and thighs to almost straddle me. i managed to undo a few of her shirt buttons and slipped my fingers inside her lacy bra to stroke her nipples.

my pussy was now aching and extremely wet, and i knew i had to satisfy my urge. i hitched my skirt up to reveal my stockings and soaked panties. She moved slowly downwards, tracing her tongue along my thighs and parted my legs. She was on her knees, her long red hair brushing against my arm and across my lap. Her mouth found its way to my wetness and i felt her hot breath again, but now against my crotch. i sighed as her tongue teased and tickled me over my panties. A second later, she was sliding them down my ankles. The anticipation that had built up inside me was so strong now.

There she ended up, with her warm lips covering my pussy, her tongue busily circling my clit and lapping at my juices. Waves of pleasure washed over me and my gasps became more urgent. There was no let up, as she continued her delicious onslaught on me. Her tongue began to quickly dart in and out of my hole. It felt so sensual and dirty at the same time. Only a few moments later, an incredible orgasm exploded within me. i quickly placed my hands over my mouth to suppress my post-climax euphoria. She looked up at me and smiled. i stroked her hair as she rested her head on my lap and said “do you come here often?”

HNT - Self-Inflicted

2010-11-25T15:41:00.003Z

It's been an age since i posted a HNT.

Here's me being cheeky, as usual...

SG gave me permission for some play time, wearing only my PVC boots and mac. Well, the Lelo made a guest appearance, as did the wooden paddle to my bottom. i wanted to see how pink i could get it.

i think i did rather well, don't you? ;-)

In Search Of Politeness

2010-11-22T16:00:00.000Z

The latest keyword analysis results are in for my blog:

WTF?!

They give me a good giggle at times and this is definitely no exception. Well, they do say that manners don't cost a thing, but does it apply online? Just brilliant.

Oh, and if you want the answer? No, i won't!

Pleasure Is... First Glass

2010-11-19T21:33:00.000Z

i've been promising to publish a post on Twitter all day, so here it is!

It had been running through my mind recently whether glass dildos could be a pleasurable experience or not. They've held a mild curiosity for me, but i think the main concern is the fact they are made of, well, glass, which is breakable and a little scary to put inside oneself.

But, always up for trying new things, i decided to buy my first one from Lovehoney. And this particular one looked even more intriguing and exciting as it had two ends to it.

Complete with its own velvet pouch, when it arrived i was even more curious as to how it would feel. The twisted end is about 6.5 inches long and about 3.5 inches in circumference. It also has a slight curve to it.

i had to wait until i saw SG (which was only the next day) before i was allowed to use it. He told me He wanted to watch me play with it. He also said He wants me to experiment with using the other smoother end as part of my anal training (i have been slack with that, i have to admit).

And i have to say, after SG got me aroused in His own special way, when i felt the twisted glass inside me it felt really good, so different to anything else i've felt before. i ended up with the whole spiral section inside me, slowly plunging it in and out to increase my excitement and rubbed my clit with my other hand. It took a little longer to achieve orgasm, but when i did it was extremely yummy. SG certainly enjoyed the show.

A very worthwhile buy! If you're contemplating buying one, then i'd recommend it.

my Beautiful Bruise

2010-11-08T12:49:00.001Z

From a caning last night, for no particular reason, other than to ask SG for some pain.

i bent over His knee, He delivered.

i curled up in His lap, surrendered.

Switched On

2010-11-04T00:53:00.005Z

Our switching sessions give SG an insight into what i experience on a regular basis, and that's never a bad thing! i know it's usually a case of Him telling me what He'd like me to do to Him. Sadly, there was one thing that i wanted to try out, but it didn't happen - always next time i guess!

Following the dog suit vacuum experience, He ended up in bondage with the leather body harness over His latex catsuit:

Then He requested a hogtie - always happy to oblige!

And of course, the infamous SG's SJ, and as you can see, He was getting quite excited at this point! Had to do something about that, of course!

Afterwards, this is how SG thanked me:

Always a pleasure, Sir!

Oh, has everyone gone into hibernation these days, it seems pretty quiet around here...?

A Big Turn-On?

2010-10-26T12:57:00.000+01:00

"It's the big silver, flat button on the back right corner, closest to the wall unless you've moved the thing since I've been in here. It's marked with a circle with a line through it - you know: the on/off sign," I said as patiently and non-patronisingly as my situation would permit. "It's the biggest button on the thing - it's kind of so big that it's almost too obvious, if you get my drift?"

"Erm, i can't seem to find it, Sir. Hang on a minute." I heard pup mumble, miserably.

Welcome to our first switching session since early November 2009. Well, it would be a switching session if pup could only find the bladdy switch!

OK, so it's been a while; it's only natural that things aren't exactly coming easy to either of us.

Hours beforehand, waiting for pup to come to my flat for our long-postponed session, I awoke rather excited, in more ways than one, as I anticipated being able to lie back and let her take the reins in, er, more ways than one. The thing was: I already had some strong ideas about what I wanted her to do. It was never really going to be a switching session as you might imagine it, dear readers, as I will always tend to top from the bottom and say what I want, while pup is somewhat conditioned into taking instruction from her Master and would never find it easy to get into Domme mode. Let's face it: that's how things work 363 days of our year. I did give her the opportunity to design a scene of her own - and she said that she did have one idea - but that was never to transpire (she might divulge it when she writes again - tp).

Fast-forward again to the start of our session and picture the scene (but the photo should help):

I am lying on my back, with my knees and elbows forced to bend tightly by the thick dogsuit that's enclosing me in its tight rubber grip. It's a real bugger to get into - even with someone helping to zip you in, it takes a good five minutes - and has a tight built-in hood with just one tiny round hole for the mouth. I'd bought the uber-kinky bit of kit for pup a year before, but it had lain unused since her one and only time incarcerated in it. That had been a hot session, all right, but the experience had been a bit too intense even for a trooper like her. I was determined to experience myself, though, and show her that it deserved another chance.

But I also wanted to up the ante. I'd asked her to unzip the bottom of the suit a fraction, let in the end of my Hoover's long tube and seal the zip back up tightly. This was going to be my first foray into vacuum bondage and my mind raced, wondering whether it would work, whether I'd enjoy it or not, or whether it would work too damn well and perforate my bleedin' eardrums (I did have plugs in, being the cautious type).

"OK, let's do it," I said, trying not to sound too excited.

Long pause.

Hmm, that's cool, I thought - pup's sensed how excited I am about this and is purposely ramping up the tension. she's getting into character!

Longer pause, faint sound of scrabbling and plastic being prodded.

"Erm," came the response, muffled slightly through my earplugs.

"Problem?" I asked.

"i can't seem to find the power switch."

At this point I'd been in the dogsuit for about 30 minutes since being sealed in, and had tested out its elastic limits by trying to move around a bit. I'd told pup that I would love to zip her back into it soon, put a collar and leash on her and make her go "walkies" on her knees and elbows, just like a puppy bitch should. But by now my own joints were just starting to protest at being held firmly in this unfamiliar position.

Several emotions flashed through my mind in quick succession: incredulity that pup, my tech-expert subbie - couldn't find a palm-sized button on a small vacuum cleaner (I knew from her frustrated tone that she wasn't teasing); annoyance that I might have to get out of the suit and struggle back into it just to point out the button; irritation with myself for not explaining everything to the last detail; acceptance that this sort of thing is inevitable when you disturb the natural sub/Dom order; and amusement at the entire situation. Funny old game, innit?

After what seemed like an eternity (in fact, it was probably only a minute), she found the switch and the suit sucked against me gently. Hmm, interesting. I raised my left elbow - our agreed sign to increase the power. Ooh, that felt good - like being gripped all over. I could still move fairly easily and the seal wasn't perfect, but it was great fun. Did I enter that much-discussed place called sub-space? Did I, hell! ;-)

We gave it a few minutes of me making like a vacuum-packed joint of beef while pup filmed the scene on her camera. The noise of the Hoover eventually became too irritating, despite my earplugs, and my knees had just about had enough, too. I was grateful when pup let me out when I told her to.

The first scene of the afternoon was to be a microcosm of our whole session: by turns sexy, kinky, intriguing, enlightening and frustrating. Most of all, it was fun, but definitely not something we'd do any more frequently.

pup will post more photos of what else she put me through in her next post.

Master SingleGlove

Hot Sex

2010-10-18T00:27:00.001+01:00

We just had hot sex.

Our two naked bodies.

On the living room floor.

On my hands and knees.

His big hard cock pounding into me.

His belt wrapped tightly around my throat.

Gasping for air, as my orgasms spilled over me.

Just delicious.

Thank You Sir.

Who Am I Living For?

2010-10-06T00:41:00.001+01:00

If you haven't heard this fabulous song on Katy Perry's latest album, i suggest you check it out. It's AWESOME. And goes some way to how I'm feeling right now.

Who Am I Living For?

Yeah, yeah, yeah

I can feel a phoenix inside of me
As I march alone to a different beat
Slowly swallowing down my fear
Yeah, yeah

I am ready for the road less traveled
Suiting up for my crowning battle
This is test is my own cross to bear
But I will get there

It's never easy to be chosen
Never easy to be called
Standing on the front line
When the bombs start to fall
I can see the heavens
But I still hear the flames
Calling out my name

I can see the writing on the wall
I can't ignore this war
At the end of it all
Who am I living for?

I can feel this light that's inside of me
Growing fast into a bolt of lightning
I know one spark will shock the world
Yeah, yeah

So I pray for favor like Esther
I need your strength to handle the pressure
I know there will be sacrifice
But that's the price

It's never easy to be chosen
Never easy to be called
Standing on the front line
When the bombs start to fall
I can see the heavens
But I still hear the flames
Calling out my name

I can see the writing on the wall
I can't ignore this war
At the end of it all
Who am I living for?

I can see the writing on the wall
I can't ignore this war
At the end of it all
Who am I living for?

At the end, at the end
Who am I living for?
At the end, at the end
Who am I living for?

Heavy is head that wears the crown
Don't let the greatness get you down
Heavy is head that wears the crown
Don't let the greatness get you down

Oh yeah
I can see the writing on the wall
I can't ignore this war
At the end of it all
Who am I living for?

I can see the writing on the wall
I can't ignore this war
At the end of it all
Who am I living for?

At the end, at the end
Who am I living for?
At the end, at the end
Who am I living for?

Pushing Boundaries

2010-10-03T16:17:00.002+01:00

You may remember i mentioned a very horny and intense bondage weekend where i had my boundaries pushed, well i hadn't forgotten (how could i?). i think the photos that SG took tell the story, so i've not written that much - i know how you prefer posts with pics anyway!

Getting prepared:

How my boundaries were going to be pushed was by wearing SG's inflatable hood - actually inflated. This particular hood has always scared me in the past, even though i have managed to reach a point where i can put it on and have it zipped up, as long as i know it's not going to be inflated.

As i was dressed in my PVC dress and boots, bound by my body harness with crotch strap pressed against my newly-shaved pussy, the spreader bar keeping my legs apart and ball gag to silence me, i guess i didn't have much of a choice. Of course, i had my safe word if i needed it.

View from above:

As the hood began to inflate, i didn't panic when the rubber started to squeeze against my face, even though i hadn't experienced it before. Afterwards, SG told me He had pumped it up to half of its expansion capacity. With the tightness it created, it could have been all the way for all i knew. But it felt rather good to know that i had been able to cope with the new sensation and push my limits. SG was indeed very proud of me.

Then SG exchanged hoods on me for our latest breath control baby, with detachable nozzle and air bag. It looks rather evil without eye holes, but weirdly, i don't find this one as scary. He used the whole ensemble on me, as i lay restrained on the floor. i'm not sure how long it was on for, but it took me into subspace rather quickly. After a while, He removed the bag and nozzle and left me, still hooded, to relax in my bondage, as He watched over me to take more pics and video.

Somewhere in the midst of all of this, He christened our new cherrywood paddle on my bottom. He created rather pinked cheeks in no time and the feeling is very slappy and stingy. i rather like our new ouchie toy. i hope we can seek out the rubber paddle from the London store soon. It will be cool to compare them.

Overnight, SG made me sleep in my cuffs with steel chains running up my ankles and connecting my wrists (sadly no pics of this). It had been a while since i had slept like that and SG said He would make it a more regular thing.

The morning session involved SG strapping me into the SJ, adding the double-layered breath control hood and forcing me to come with His fingers deep inside me, followed by my vibe. Then He took me from behind, on all fours like His bitch puppy. i love it when He takes me like that, it's extremely erotic.

Hope you enjoyed the show!

Here Comes 200,000....

2010-09-25T19:19:00.002+01:00

i'm just 50 away from hitting 200,000 views - fancy that?!

Wooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

Thank you for still reading. It means so much.

pup x

In Search Of Kink... in New York

2010-09-23T00:24:00.001+01:00

Our NY trip really was a last minute thing. It was partly to celebrate my best friend's BIG birthday, but also to return after visiting 10 years ago. And it was also SG's first time.

We stayed four nights on the Upper West side in Manhattan. We managed to fit in some shopping, saw a tiny bit of Central Park (didn't realise it was so huge!), rode the Staten Island ferry, and saw a Yankees game too. We also witnessed the haunting scene that is Ground Zero - my best friend and i had visited the twin towers in 2000. It all felt completely surreal and so very sad.

The weather was unbelievable - 96F most days and only cooled down to the mid 80s overnight. It was pretty tough for me, with my fair skin and all. i never go on holiday anywhere that hot! The coolest places to be were either the subway (on the train, not the platform) or in the shops.

Our kink was mostly put to one side, except for our plan to find an erotic boutique, Coco De Mer. i'd recently read that there were two shops in London, but there was also mention of one in New York. So my curious mind wanted to seek it out while we were there. And it would probably be our only kink-related activity.

Before we jetted off, all i had noted was that it was near Chinatown in Elizabeth St. Not knowing the area at all we trekked down it, seeing nothing but Chinese supermarkets and hair salons. It was a very busy, colourful, bustling place. We'd walked along most of the street, then doubled-back on ourselves, but still the shop evaded us.

As we walked past numerous displays of fruit and vegetables, my other love in my life (aside from SG) kicked in. i had a hankering for buying some dried mango pieces. i've been hooked ever since a friend bought me some back from the Philippines.

i ended up with a whole lb's worth for $6, before our hunt for Coco De Mer continued. We battled through the midday heat and just as we were about to give up, we found it along the very last section of the road we hadn't walked along (how typical is that?!).

We stood outside for a moment, partly in disbelief that we'd finally found it:

We walked inside to find we had the shop to ourselves, which can sometimes put me off looking around. We mused over the very sexy lingerie on display (and at a price), then hovered over the range of designer vibes. The shop keeper introduced herself and then gave us a demo of one of the toys - a pink triangular vibe designed to be held against the pubic bone area and clit. It looked great but again, came at quite a price.

One of the items i was particularly interested in was from their website - a rubber paddle. Sadly, they didn't stock it in the NY store. As an alternative, we were shown a gorgeous cherry wood paddle - it was probably the only affordable item there at $40. SG asked me if i would like it and i excitably nodded.

There was just one problem - the packaging it came in. There was the bag:

The box it was placed in, wrapped up in tissue paper:

It all looked very cool but was almost impractical for transporting around in vanilla land. SG was all for going without, but i had to have the works! We'd come all this way, after all! Another little snag - we were due to meet up with our vanilla friends straight after, so somehow we managed to squeeze the box (with bag neatly folded) in SG's rucksack. Phew!

my spanking new cherry wood paddle (and it's been christened... erm.. Cherry):

We are planning to visit the London branch soon, so we can add the rubber paddle to our 'ouchie' collection.

HNT - Lock & (Allen) Key

2010-09-16T00:41:00.001+01:00

It's good to be back and as i write my next post on NY, i think i owe you all a HNT.

my replacement collar arrived last Thursday and SG adorned me with it, locking it on 'a la allen key' style, which felt a little scary at first. It felt so permanent, a steel reminder of His ownership. And i do love it.

And so tonight, as this little puppy heads for her bed, she'll have worn her new collar for seven days, without taking it off. It's been pretty comfy to wear and it's not caused too many comments at work... yet. Time will tell!

But SG's hold over me is ever present, around my neck. And it feels so good.

pup's Here Again

2010-09-15T01:13:00.001+01:00

Soooooo much to write about on my much neglected blog:

our last minute trip to New York;

the arrival of my replacement steel collar (have been wearing it since last Thurs night!);

and a very horny bondage and breathplay weekend, where i had my boundaries pushed.

All with accompanying photos too.

Stay tuned kids and spread the word...

... pup's back!

(Did you miss me?)

HNT - His Collar

2010-08-26T09:49:00.001+01:00

At last a HNT from me and a first peek at my new steel collar. Unfortunately it's had to be returned to the manufacturers because it's faulty :-( A new one is on its way. So for now, it's back to my leather puppy collar at night.

When i first saw it, i thought it looked too chunky. i suppose i expected it to be a lot daintier, so i wasn't too sure about it.

Ironically, since it's been sent back, i'm actually missing it - no pleasing some subs!

Happy HNT!

SG and i are taking a well-deserved holiday now, so see you in September. Be safe, be good!

An Order From SG

2010-08-13T00:29:00.006+01:00

Thanks for your barks on our metal collar search (especially yours, sera - i'd let them cut it off, if needed).

i am happy to report that, following recommendations from a Dom on Collarme, and then seconded by Mistress Bella and Her pup, SG ordered a collar from Simplesoul. So it's on its way!

First photos will appear when it's in place!

This pup is VERY excited.

Happy Friday (13th).

Metal Collars - Your Views

2010-08-09T14:11:00.001+01:00

SG and i have decided that i need a new collar. my current one is leather and is getting dirty and worn.

i've been visualising a rolled metal collar that locks with an Allen key, and SG thinks this could be the answer. It would also mean that i could wear it all the time. i know a few online friends who wear them.

So i'm after your thoughts here. If you wear one or have had experience of them, would you recommend one? What are the pros and cons. Do you know of any good stockists in UK?

Thanks.

HNT - Cheeky

2010-08-05T00:05:00.002+01:00

There are more photos and experiences from the Fetish Studio to come. i'm also hoping that SG may write His opinion on the night soon.

Back to HNT, as it has been an age since i last posted one. This week's image follows a particularly hard caning, as punishment for something i shouldn't have done. It may have been my cheekiness, brattiness or disobedience - i can't recall now.

Made quite an impression though:

Happy HNT!

(You can help this good pup receive the most barks she's ever had for HNT pleeeeease?)

Colour Me Red

2010-07-28T00:04:00.000+01:00

i promised photos...

The result of my bottom from the wax play - it could also be my HNT this week (just pretend it's Thursday already):

And so to the second part of the session.

"This doesn't seem to be working" SG said, as the soft leather flogger brushed pup's bottom.

"oh, i think it is" she replied. her skin felt pinked and heated already from the strokes He had just given her.

"I need to use something harder to get the wax off."

SG stopped and went to look over the array of crops, floggers and paddles (and what an assortment!):

pup, still tied to the bench, didn't see which one He selected.

THWACK!

"Owwww..." was pup's response.

SG got into things.

"That..." THWACK!

"seems..." THWACK!

"much..." THWACK!

"better!" THWACK! THWACK! THWACK!

SG continued with a stiffer red leather riding crop. Short, sharp, and direct strokes seemed perfect to flick the hardened wax off her cheeks.

Stingy, but rather enjoyable, at the same time - pup decided in her mind.

Many more strokes later, SG claimed there still seemed to be traces left that He needed to remove. And after another few more, pup's bottom almost matched the colour of the candle:

He released her from the bench and held her close, before the next session that He had planned. It was going to be a long night.

A Seared Bottom

2010-07-16T09:53:00.000+01:00

Here's the first taste of our experience at the Fetish Studio:

The candle had been lit for a few minutes.

Naked pup had been placed on the kneeling bench, with her hands strapped to the handles and her cute bottom poised, in preparation of what was to come next. she knew what it was - she had suggested it to Him.

It was something that pup had experienced only once before with a previous Dom. As they had the opportunity to try new things together, she had asked SG if He would indulge her. He said He was happy to oblige.

“Ok, it’s time.” He said, as He held the red half-molten candle above pup’s beautifully splayed cheeks. “Ready?”

pup nodded. The anticipation had now moved up a level. she fidgeted a little but she knew she'd need to keep still.

she waited patiently as He seemed to pause, before she felt the sudden intensity of the liquid wax hit her skin. she jerked her body upwards and then the sensation was gone. A split second of pure masochistic pleasure.

He asked if she was ok and with her affirmation, He was ready to deliver the next droplet of pain.

Once again, the heat seared her skin - no less painful than before. Then followed several more drips and by this point, pup was giggling. It felt good but so ouchie at the same time.

But then she stopped, as she remembered the next part of what she had asked Him to do...

To be continued (and there will be photos).

Walk Your Life

2010-07-12T01:46:00.001+01:00

Walk your life
Have no fear
Keep those close
Who you love dear.

Walk your life
Let yourself be
Open your heart
And you will see.

Walk your life
But don't delay
No dress rehearsal
Live for today.

Quietly Processing

2010-07-10T13:14:00.002+01:00

There is a post coming soon, i promise!

i just need to process some more thoughts about our visit to the 'dungeon' last week, which was pretty surreal, but really cool too. We got to try a few new things, including a new experience for SG - wax play! (on my bottom, of course, not His!)

There's a fair few photos to show too, so please be patient and i'll see what i can share.

The blogger community seems to be a little quiet at the moment, don't you think?

Hope you're all having a great summer so far.

Kink Time

2010-07-05T13:04:00.001+01:00

Exciting times ahead...

SG and i have booked ourselves an overnight stay at a private fetish studio. It's got floggers and a cross. We've got it booked for over 12 hours. Just for the two of us.

Am sure we'll give an update when we've experienced our first real kinky playtime away from home.

It's going to be a long night :-)

More Straight Talking

2010-06-26T12:03:00.005+01:00

It must have been some time late last year when SG and i were talking about fantasies. He already knew that i was bisexual, i had shared that with Him from the start. He wanted to know if i wanted to explore that side of things again, but in a kink sense.

It was quite a discussion and to be honest, i was a little surprised that He'd entertain the idea. But we ended up contemplating the idea of finding a female sub for me to play with, possibly under the direction of SG, or maybe on my own.

Or we arrange a session with a Domme to see how that would feel. The thought of being submissive under the control of SG and another female certainly thrills me. Of course, SG needs to be happy with all of this. That's VERY important - His needs come first. So there's a balance to be struck.

There's a lot to consider, as we know we're looking for something casual, but that could be a regular thing (if that's not too contradictory!), without things getting too complicated, intense or emotional. Hard task, we know.

So far, from mentioning it on our Rubberpal profile, we've had a few girlies getting in touch. We're in discussions with a few at the moment, but nothing definite yet.

Excited? Yes we are. Scared? Maybe a little. Most of all, we're hoping it'll be a lot of fun.

Applications are welcomed through my blog too... a bisexual female sub, or Domme, age 26-45, preferably in the southern part of the UK (but could travel within reason / invite us over the Atantic or southern hemisphere), and you're looking for some kinky casual fun - particularly if you like what we get up to (bondage, dressing in latex, hoods). It will NOT mean getting physical with SG, but you would be guided by Him. Or if you just want to experience girl-on-girl fun, please get in touch. Obviously, we will talk about specifics privately.

And that includes you... and you know who you are...

Straight Talking

2010-06-23T00:48:00.001+01:00

'i don't do straight' i told SG, as i wonkily parked my car in His garage, and narrowly missed a ladder against the wall. It made Him smile, as He knew exactly what i meant.

I'm kinky and I'm bisexual. i don't call myself straight. i never tick that box in a survey. And i've been into kink since my early twenties. Every other partner before SG had an element of kink to them. From having been lightly spanked or tied to a bed with silk scarves, to what i now have with SG, involving the heavier bondage i adore. And i know which lifestyle i prefer!

i think i had an interest in girls after becoming sexual with men. A desire for women began to grow. i enjoyed looking at breasts, their femininity. i don't recall enjoying looking at naked men, in the same way i did for women.

i shared my curiousity in an early relationship with an ex and i remember he thought i'd be up for a threesome. Typical male i thought. But i didnt want it to be like that. i wanted to explore it separately to what i had with my fella. i kept the feelings inside and continued my relationships with men. i loved sex with them (i LOVE sex with SG), but the curiosity was there, gently nudging away at me, and i knew i needed to do something about it.

After that i struck up an online friendship with a girl in Norway who i really liked and thought was fond of me, but it didn't go any further. We never met and lost touch when the chat site was shut down.

A few years ago i decided to join Gaydar Girls. That was a pretty exciting experience and i chatted to many interesting girls there. Made one or two friends. From there, i met my ex girlfriend. We met for real after chatting for a few months. She was bi too and had been with one other woman before.

There was a snag to all of this - i was still seeing a guy at the time. He knew of my curiosity, but i didn't know where this new friendship would lead. As it turned out, i found myself feeling a lot for her. For a short time, with my boyfriend's agreement, i saw both of them, not at the same time. Each knew of the other's existence, although they never met. i decided to develop things further with my girlie and finished with him, as i realised we had no future together.

i saw her for about two years and it was a really interesting relationship, with a hint of kink, that only consisted of some playful spankings. It actually felt a bit weird to submit to a woman. It was great to explore certain things. Although my curiousity was only satisfied, to a certain point.

So where does that leave things now?

To be continued...

Could We?

2010-06-15T00:03:00.001+01:00

(i wrote this, some time last year, before having THAT conversation with SG)

Push yourself deep
Into the darkness of my body
Somewhere You've never been before
Let's see how it makes us feel

i'd be ever so submissive
if You took me there
i'd be utterly Yours
and exactly where i'd need to be

The ultimate act of Domination
demands the most subserviant of responses

Could we ever go there?

Hush... We're Having Sex

2010-06-05T10:38:00.000+01:00

We took some time out last weekend to visit SG's friends, who live in an idyllic house, in the middle of the countryside. It's very quiet, baa the sheep and very cute lambs, grazing nearby across the open landscape. Have i set the scene enough for you?

We stayed in the guest bedroom situated next to the bathroom. i had a great sleep and woke to a Master keen to suck His puppy's breasts. The glint in His eye was a very telling sign.

i always love to have them sucked too and His technique is definitely something to write home about. His mouth sucked hard and His tongue circled my nipples. It was an exquisite sensation.

Before long, SG told me to take my pj bottoms and pants off. Naturally, i obeyed and from all of the breast action, i was very moist and my pussy was aching for Him. His fingers slowly stroked my clit and lips. He smiled in acknowledgement of my wetness. He continued to tease me, increased my pussy juices, then inserted His fingers deep inside me.

At this point, we realised there was someone in the bathroom. SG clamped His hand over my mouth, as i was very excited, and tiny murmurs were trying to escape from my other lips. His fingers continued to probe and then began to thrust me. It felt so very naughty in someone else's bed, knowing that we had to be as quiet as possible. It was an incredible turn on.

SG's hand left my mouth to pinch my nipples and He motioned to me to keep quiet. His fingers relentlessly thrusted my hole and i covered my mouth with my own hand, as my gasps and whimpers took over. It certainly wasn't long before i reached my wonderful climax. i lay in a long silence after that, as SG held me, with huge grins on our faces.

There's nothing like sneaky sex! Want to share your stories?

HNT - Intense

2010-06-03T00:01:00.002+01:00

It feels like an age since i posted a HNT. Hope you'll all forgive me for my busyness and that you may still possibly be reading me. my followers total is now up to 123, so that feels really good. Thank you for following!

i thought i'd post a photo from a past bondage and cage session i've written about some time ago (you get a prize for finding it in the archives). But i don't think i've ever shared this particular image, until now. It's one of my all-time favourites and takes me back to an incredibly intense time - dressed in PVC dress and boots, latex hood, cuffs and chained to the bars. i think this was taken in the aftermath of the scene. It felt amazing and i know i would love to experience it again.

i am sure that SG would be more than happy to oblige...

Happy HNT!

Paint Me Vanilla

2010-05-28T00:11:00.001+01:00

pup's colourful verse has made me think about the intrusion of that tiresome thing called "real life" into our precious kink time. We may have slapped numerous tints on to the walls, but they all may as well be called "vanilla haze" - with nary a hint of vinyl to boot!

The decoration, cleaning and tidying process has taken four weekends so far and it has been hard yakka. We finish up exhausted and paint-spattered virtually every evening and in little, if any, mood for fetish fun. It is, I might add, extremely satisfying to improve the property - so much so that we end up looking keenly at the finish on the walls before we go to bed, rather than in our bulging BDSM toy box. Which is now safely locked in the garage! Brush strokes rather than crop strokes, indeed...

We had agreed prior to the weekend just past that it was time for our biannual switching session. In preparation for this, I had consciously tried to get myself into a less bossy state of mind before I drove to pup's early on Saturday morning. Not that she noticed my efforts as I marched purposefully around various DIY stores that day, mind! In fact, what I require from switching is not to be Dommed in the "conventional" sense. I'm certainly not into pain or humiliation. All I want, really, is to be confined extremely securely in purpose-built bondage gear (SJ, BC hood etc) and pleasured by my wanton slut. I see it as an evening off from responsibility - a guilt-free pleasure to lie back and enjoy. Also a fun challenge to try and escape!

Needless to say, by the time we had tidied up the painting paraphernalia and had eaten our well earned dinner late on Sunday night, we were bushed and both knew without saying anything that there was little point in starting anything. Funnily enough, after having psyched myself up and put in all the hard work, I didn't feel particularly disappointed. The results we had achieved were highly satisfying and I still fell asleep with a smile on my face. Sometimes, true togetherness is about so much more than kink - and, let's face it, I'll get my session at some point soon...

Master SingleGlove

In The Shade

2010-05-24T13:59:00.001+01:00

We've been doing a spot of decorating over the past few weekends. The place is looking amazing:

my kitchen is eco friendly green,
my lounge is two shades of cream,
my bathroom is brilliant white,
And my boudoir is erotically red

In all of this, we've had no time for kink,
so my bottom is not pink
(or any other shade... yet).

But i forgot to take my collar with me, when we did venture out.

So that's why it's a yet...

HNT - Pleasure In Pain

2010-05-13T23:10:00.003+01:00

Take 1 x leather cane,
administer a lot of hard strokes (30+),
and tease the pussy with her Lelo.
(Not before the straitjacket, and binding of spread legs to the bed.)

The result:

pup riding waves of pleasure, entwined with intense pain,

and a very pinked bottom.

Happy HNT!